So, here it is. I gained 2 pounds. Honestly, it was better than I thought, but it was only a short 4 day getaway, too.
Those pounds don't mean much to me at this point...I mean they do, but the way I felt on the beach means more than those 2 pounds. The way I felt about myself was sealed before I set foot on that beach. I felt awful about myself. Feeling awful about yourself on vacation means you aren't fully enjoying yourself. This was totally about me, my husbands was fine with how I looked, other people didn't care about me (even if I convinced myself they did)...I didn't feel good about me. I don't want to be that person again, especially on vacation.
Like most people, I share the pre-approved pictures. You know the ones that make me look skinny-ish? Well, for every one of those there are about 20 that make me want to bury my head in the sand...here are a few of those for your viewing pleasure. I hope these make you feel better about yourself.
Clearly, I told my husband no pictures. Clearly, he didn't listen.
Remind me never to wear this swimsuit again. Thanks.
This was a bad angle, that's my story and I'm stickin' to it.
On a different note, we went to the movies last night and saw Despicable Me 2. It was cute. I am totally a kid at heart and love the light heartedness of kid movies.